World Wide Pregnancy and Infant Loss Remembrance Day

Coincidentally, October 15th is World Wide Pregnancy and Infant Loss Remembrance Day it was created for those who are suffering or may know someone who has suffered a miscarriage, an ectopic pregnancy, a still birth, or the loss of an infant.
So tonight we lit out candle at 7 p.m. in remembrance of Max. As the days pass further away from Tuesday, October 13th my heart starts to sink in to reality even more. Life is truly a precious thing and can be taken away so quickly. Today was a decent day I was able to spend some time with Becca who brought us flowers and spend some time speaking with my husband about how this really makes me feel. My husband, family and friends have been nothing but great support to me, I am truly grateful for them.
I never knew what an ectopic pregnancy until this happened to me hopefully through my story people will know not only the happy side of Pregnancy but also the dark side of those who morn their angels above.

Left behind to go on, my heart struggling to heal. Shattered by the loss of you, the pain I feel so real. Can the heart ever again be put back together? When I said goodbye to you, it left a mark on me forever. Hope is my only chance. I pray it'll come again. For time passing through will help my fragile heart mend. Yet it is healing to know, I have an answer to my prayer. When I look inside my heart, I always find you there.

©Deborah J. Birdoes