Saying Good Bye before Hello

I am currently 7 weeks and some odd days or shall I say will only be. This morning I started to spot so as usual I head in to the Woman's Clinic here. After two ultrasounds & multiple labs it has been determined that I do not have a viable pregnancy and tomorrow morning (10.13.10) I will be going in for a D&C as there is no fetal pole and no progression since last weeks ultrasound.

I don't know what to say at this point, the shock, awe, and sadness are still setting in. I find it very fitting that tomorrow 10.13 is when this is happening since last year on 10.13.09 I was rushed in to emergency surgery for an ectopic pregnancy.

So here's to you two kiddo's resting up in Gods hands.