Lyrics and Music Video

I often battle if God is even really here or at least listening to the tune of my life because really these last two years have been quite a struggle with losing two and now that I am carrying Ms. Ellie it often sends me in to more confusion on why and where is God. Over the last few days I have been blog hopping around the usual reads of women who have lost or share in pregnancy loss and for some reason I keep getting pointed in to the direction of JOB which I plan on sitting down and reading this week and when I went to Kelly's Korner she posted a video by Laura Story Called Blessings...here are the lyrics and video. Watch and take it in, I am not sure if I am off the fence per say about God but it's a work in progress.

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We pray for blessings We pray for peace Comfort for family, protection while we sleep We pray for healing, for prosperity We pray for Your mighty hand to ease our suffering All the while, You hear each spoken need Yet love us way too much to give us lesser things

‘Cause what if Your blessings come through raindrops What if Your healing comes through tears What if a thousand sleepless nights Are what it takes to know You’re near What if trials of this life are Your mercies in disguise

We pray for wisdom Your voice to hear And we cry in anger when we cannot feel You near We doubt Your goodness, we doubt Your love As if every promise from Your Word is not enough All the while, You hear each desperate plea And long that we'd have faith to believe

‘Cause what if Your blessings come through raindrops What if Your healing comes through tears What if a thousand sleepless nights Are what it takes to know You’re near And what if trials of this life are Your mercies in disguise

When friends betray us When darkness seems to win We know the pain reminds this heart That this is not, this is not our home, It's not our home

‘Cause what if Your blessings come through raindrops What if Your healing comes through tears And what if a thousand sleepless nights Are what it takes to know You’re near What if my greatest disappointments Or the aching of this life Is the revealing of a greater thirst this world can’t satisfy And what if trials of this life The rain, the storms, the hardest nights Are Your mercies in disguise .

Jusika Martinez

Tucson, Arizona, USA