Day 18: October 15th Pregnancy and Infant Loss Remberance Day

This is my second year celebrating October 15th: Pregnancy & Infant Loss Remberance Day in America last year I felt quite awkward mainly because I was in a new setting, new home and partially thought that I left that part of me in Italy...kind of like the "Everything that happens in Vegas, stays in Vegas" thought process and then this year happened. As much as I would have LOVED to leave this chapter of my life in Italy, I didn't and it sucks! But it also makes my life in Italy so much more clearer. This year I was in a completely different spot in grieving, in fact I almost did not do anything this year because of where I am at in the grief cycle. It was hard, hard, hard, this year because of the reality of it but with the grace of God I made it through the day without going bat-shit-melt down mode. We had gathered flowers the weekend before then the day of I collected the balloons that we release and 7 Roses (4 Red, 3 white) and we set out this beautiful tribute to our three. [gallery type="slideshow" ids="7604,7605,7610,7606,7608,7609,7607"]

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