Monday Morning Mind Dump

 
  • 3 weeks of AJ Tea nights have gone down #fistbump
  • A lot of the writing I am doing these days is private.
  • But a sweet friend has been copy editing them. #Idonotknowwhy
  • I have no clue where these writings will end up, but they are journals of my trials in life. 
  • Started at a RevCommunity this week - basically a community group.
  • I haven't been in one since right after we lost Samson and I changed church's.
  • I feel like a lot of healing happened in that time away from them.
  • Can I say God places you in the most random places.
  • Even though I have those moments of "I won't" the holy spirit just takes over. 
  • I made my RevCommunity a salad off of Pintrest
  • It was a hit - or - so I think. 
  • I do miss my old church - Westside Christian Fellowship.
  • Miss like desperately, the people there were the cream of the crop. 
  • "What type of Christian are you?" has really been a question on my mind lately.
  • Moments of impact in life have been replaying like an old song in my head.
  • Easter Service was good.
  • I had hoped that we would fill every single seat #overachiever 
  • The idea of a Mega Church's has been on my mind also
  • How and why mainly
  • CCV drew in 65K in the Cards stadium
  • That's cray cray 
  • I couldn't imagine greeting
  • My introverted self would need sleep for a week after
  • Ms. Em's teacher here has been really laying on my heart lately
  • She reminds me of a family friend we had growing up.
  • So humble, but such a big impact on these little lives. 
  • Growing up I wanted to play in the WNBA or be a Kinder Teacher. 
  • I am not anything I thought I would be. 
  • I can still kill it playing some ball though. #soIthink
  • Thinking about chopping my hair off. 
  • I doubt I will #itstakentoolong
  • In my RevCommunity I made it public that I doubt God will show up with another baby
  • That next night I had a dream of an alien ultrasound 
  • Two days later Jeremy mentioned how he dreamed we had another girl
  • We have no girl names 
  • And we have no baby yet #holdfast? 
  • I've come to terms that it might not ever happen 
  • It will be okay, either way
  • But that desire to have another has not left me #newbornstatusismyfavorite
  • Sinking Deep by Hilsong young & free has been my jam lately. 
  • Bought a new journal from Anthro this weekend
  • I am excited to pen in it. 
  • I also tried on my Michael Jackson Jacket from Lucky
  • It will come home with me one day
  • We picked up a baby (doll) child 
  • Her name is Baby Sparkle.
  • These are really random thoughts, I know.
  • Thanks for hanging in there with me.  
  • Time to get back to work
    • Ciao!

Jusika Martinez

Tucson, Arizona, USA