Update

Below is a twenty minute update as to why I haven't blogged. This is exactly happened ten days post birth for me and this experience is what I am referring to when I mention my near death experience. It has taken months for me to even brave thinking about telling the world. But with my ongoing struggle with PTSD and panic attacks since this experience, I have realized that there is no shame in what happened, nor is there shame in dealing with the after effects of something that completely put my life to a halt.

 

**Please note that this is regarding a late postpartum blood hemorrhage, so it does talk about mass blood loss.